when darkness turns to light

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

So basically, I didn't go for band today. Stupid wisdom tooth, hurting me so much and my 'supossedly' sore throat was actually caused by the wisdom tooth hurting the nerves. Chey! Scared me like hell. And now, there's this flu bug in me. How nice.
So, I was woken up at 8+ to pass Lena the scores, then went back to sleep, only to be awoken again twice by stupid Fairli's phonecalls. The I went back to sleep again and by the time I woke up at was 11. Then I saw the list of errands I had to run for my mum. How nice.

Been watching CNA the whole time until bro came home and now's he's taken over the TV while I've taken over the comp.
I've finished watching Ouran High School Host Club ytd! OMG, it's such a sad and touching anime. And one of the nicest ones. I rmb watching one(cant rmb the name) that I got so bored with I almost fell asleep. HAHA!
Oh yea, there was the Chinese 'O's ytd. It was ok la. Hope everyone can score well!

My mind's unweaving/ 3:46 PM

Saturday, October 28, 2006

Can we just stay put?

Oh man. I wanna remain at being a sec 3. It feels like just ytd, when I saw our puny lil classroom which has 2 doors that are barely 1 foot apart. When we pulled out any amount of toilet paper and introduced ourselves using the number of pieces of toilet paper we pulled. HAHA! And I rmb that I puled out 8 cos it's an auspicious number. Of course there were fun times too like playing lao ying zhua xiao ji, ponning POA lessons and almost getting caught, getting terrorize by kok, failing math(What's new la, but I'm so gonna conquer you!) AND LOADS MORE! Took a couple of pictures ytd. I'll really miss the sgn school. Even though it's so big and I can take more than 10 min just trying to walk from 1 end to the other, it's so spacious and there's so much space for us to play. Not to forget the BIG field and the futile attempts trying to catch tadpoles there cos Yuxuan lied to us. I even brought a kitchen sieve ok! Let's hope my mum doesn't find out or I'm dead. Guess what, we ended up catching insects all over the field. Ok, that happened just ytd.

Come to think of it, I was always complaining of how old the school is and now that we're leaving for good, I'm missing it. So ironic!

Spent the day sleeping, wacthing Get Real on CNA, watching 2 episodes of Ouran High School Host Club(Haruhi!! I can imagine her cuteness, Haha. But I can't really imagine her being with Tamaki. And Honey!), doing some Chinese assessment, slacking and getting bored with the internet. Chinese 'O's is coming and I'm kinda scared.

Guess what? I dreamt of Renaa Bhai. Of all people, HER! So weird. She was acting in a movie and was speaking a whole load of very chim English that I didn't even understand. In the end, everyone fell asleep.
I'm hungry now! Gonna get some food.

I know where I stand, I know who I am. I will never run away when life gets bad.

My mind's unweaving/ 2:33 PM

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Seriously, how teachers can cheat your feelings, that's the ultimate man. First they say there was supposed to be lessons, and so, being the good girl I always am, I brought my books. Ok, not all but at least I brought Lit, Chinese and Bio.
AND THE ONLY LESSON FOR THE DAY - CHINESE. Kana sai..
Anna, Glyn, Angela and I were slacking in the Hcl room from 9.50 all the way till 1.30, so you can see how free we were. Cos we thought that Chinese would be resumed to being held in the room and haiya, since there's an aircon there, cannot put it to waste right? Yea. Our topics linked from the NPCC CID talk all the way to the likeable cousins blablabla... then to ghosts. No link but hey, WE CAN TALK! And the ambience was so nice that I fell asleep while they were still talking.

Banded. Not exactly la. We were clearing the OLD and DUSTY and YELLOW and DIRTY and FILTHY and GERMS INFESTED scores. Get da point? And we shouted on purpose like
-Eh! Where's the 'L' section? I've got 'D'! Who's in charge? Yea, you get the hint.
For what? To show that we're really efficient. And the place looks like it has just went thru world war 4. And we're still gonna continue on it.

Back to the mangas! WOO! Seems like the previous post is seriously mean and I apologise to you. If you know who you are that is. And I doubt you read it anw.

Date soon! Woohoo~ :)

My mind's unweaving/ 1:25 PM

Friday, October 20, 2006

School was all about playing Stress, Uno, Volleyball, making the stupid bookmarks and cards(or whatever it is). This is what I wrote on the bookmark-

Dear residents of Serangoon North, thank you so much for putting up with us. All the best for putting up with Peicai.
Doesn't sound right, but I don't care.
So boringgg!! gosh, the dance course we had ytd was the ultimate. What fusion? Just some stupid and lame dance that everyone got tired of. At least the personal grooming course was kinda fun and tha instructor Rachel Tay is so nice. Wah! I can even rmb her name.
The Lifeskills course instructor was the ultimate. Before even starting the lesson, he gave us a really bad impression and I guess some people were trying to piss him off with stuff like-

What does that figure remind you of? A uterus.

Tmr's the volleyball match. That's the only thing that I look forward to in the whole week! And I realised that I'm a real good girl. I'm the only one in my group who didn't pon school for the whole of these 4 days, plus I'm going to school tmr.
Oh wells, I'm not gonna watch Ouran high today. Haha.. Thanks ah Anna, for making me attracted to it. I was talking to her about the comic- 樱兰高校公关部 and telling her about the story, then she told me about Ouran high. Then we realised that we were talking about the same comic just that it's in different languages. Cool eh?

Banded today- don't even talk about it. I really dread going for it.

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Seriously, if you want people to not give look at you in that kinda way, why don't you stop acting big about it. You act like ure the big shot and others are supposed to give you that kinda respect that only younger people give to the elders. In the first place, you are younger than all of us, so what makes you think that we're gonna give a hoot about you? No wonder lots of people can't stand you. Neither can your peers or seniors. You seriously piss me off. I wonder why ure even in that kinda position.

My mind's unweaving/ 2:25 AM

Friday, October 13, 2006

Today's get-back-all-the-results-and-hope-you-don't-retain day. Results weren't realy what I expected but at least I know that I wont retain. I really hope that no one from C1 will retain. It's so sad to see your friends just go like that and ure graduating soon or vice versa.
Lit was kinda unexpected. From a Mrs-Bhatia-always-gives-me-10-out-of-25-and-no-matter-how-much-i-beg-her-for-marks-she-won't-give-it-to-me kinda marks, I actually scored kinda ok and Lit's my highest la. Haiyo..

I think I'm a lil cranky somewhere. I got my POA results, and as I expected, I failed it. Then when I took back the paper, I started laughing.
Oh wells, I really hope that I won't get to see anyone crying. And since it's not convenient to share some personal stuff here I shan't say anything else.

Tmr's Founders Day and that means that I can wake up a lil later! HOHOHO!! Walking to the church with Lena and Hwee. It's just a short distance, yea, a REALLY SHORT ONE. And finally I get to go there without having to play some stupid fanfare for less than 10 sec, and you have to practice for more than an hour just for that few seconds just cos the VIP's some minister. This is so unfair. Next time I'm old enough buy a house, I'll hire a band to play a fanfare for me whenever I reach home. Haha.. What a grand entrance. Nonsense. I realised that whatever I type here's always rather random cos I just type whatever comes to my mind.At least it's better than always typing emo stuff which is seriously a real turn off at times.
Went to play badminton with Xuan, Lena and Hwee, which turned out kinda horrible cos of the wind and some people just refuse to run. HAha. But seriously, it was kinda fun.

NO frets, everything will be alright yea, my dear friend.

My mind's unweaving/ 2:18 PM

Sunday, October 08, 2006

The moment I went out of my room after getting up in the morning , my mum made me pack my room, as in the table which is practically full of paper and books that I can't see the the table itself. Haha. It's not so serious. Just that papers and books are piled up everywhere.
Isn't that just a common phenomenon after exams? Oh! And there are books and notes all over the floor too. You can just imagine the condition of my room.
Since I needed space to put the books into the cupboard I thought I might as well clear the cupboard.

And it took me 2 hours just to clear 2 sections of the cupboard.(My cupboard has 5 compartments) The rubbish was like 1 garbage bag full. Imagine if I cleared all 5. It'll just take me 4/5 hours and 3 garbage bags full. HEH HEH.. And I realised that I actually can dump all my old books to my lil bro since he may use them next time. So the messy room will be his not mine.

Went to watch Rob B Hood earlier on with Angeline, Lena and MH. It's so funny, yet it makes you so sad. I don't think anyone in the theatre cried SO I DON'T SEE A REASON WHY ANYONE CAN CALL ME A STONE.
Louis Koo's the Mummy and Jackie Chan's the Daddy. What a weird combi..

The PSI's like at 150 at 9, but it's dropped to 140. Cool, like it actually makes a difference.

Damn those who are actually STILL BURNING the forests.

My mind's unweaving/ 2:56 PM

Saturday, October 07, 2006

Hidden Agendas

While other people went out to play after the exams, I went home to sleep.
What an exciting life I have. Haha.. And I practically slept for the whole day and my face was glued to the box.
And Xuan and the rest went to watch a movie without calling me along. How nice.
Wanted to play with sparklers and burn lanterns with Lena, MH and Vic but only Lena was available then later she wanted to wacth the last episode of the 9 o'clock show.
I didn't want to be left out in the festival, so I played with the spaklers at home myself. HAHA!
What a loser.. Actually it's quite fun. Besides I didn't do anything evil like burn the ant that was near the sparklers that was lighted(?) up. That ant ah.. went directly under the sparklers when there were the sparks all shooting everywhere.
Oh! I wanted to shang yue(admire the moon) earlier on but when I went out of the house it was so hazy that it gave the chuang qian ming yue guang, yi shi di shang shuang feeling. Imagine- then a fairy with all the cloth flying everywhere(Chinese fairy la) will appear in front and grant me 3 wishes. My 1st wish will be I want the Indonesian who keeps burning the forests to die, next I want him to be eaten up by the dogs/hyenas/rabbits/eagles/just give his flesh to the poor. Thirdly, I want to uhh.. I'll need more time to think of it luh.

Anna, see.. I updated today like I said so. So this'll give you a reason to laugh at my day.

My mind's unweaving/ 2:18 PM